I never thought that the death of my sister could hurt as much as it does. This may sound crazy but I thought I processed this before we got here.
I thought I had arrived at peace, that I was okay.
but I’m not.
Most days I manage to get through. I reflect on her and smile thinking of her sas, sweetness , and beautiful smile .
Some days simply speaking her name is unbearable.
I don’t know that I’ll ever get over loosing Ja’Da, but I will always love and cherish the time I had with my sweet baby sister.
Ja’Da, I don’t think you knew the impact you had on all of those you left behind. I miss you dearly but thinking of you laughing , dancing , and playing today makes my heart smile. As I share tears of joy for your life and sadness for my loss, I wish you a Happy 15th Birthday sweet sister , you will forever hold a place in my heart.
This is not written for entertainment, but rather a form of therapy, my process.